I am so sorry to everyone who follows this blog or maybe not one follows this blog. Oh Heck Who knows anymore.
The last several months have been for lack of a better word Strange. Crazy? I am not really sure what to call it to be honest.
I take certain medications.... Oh forget it I have Moderate General and Social Anxiety and lets not forget Moderate ADHD because let's face I am full of invisible disease. I take medication daily for my mental health. While that isn't unusually for me not being able to fill said medication is. I need my medication to be able to function otherwise I am pinned down with anxiety and unable to do more than sit and focus on things I cannot control. Yes, that is with my coping mechanism I have been taught to us. My poor husband has been dealing with this mental health issues since we were first married. It wasn't until 14 years into our marriage I started to take medications and the whole world changed for us for the BETTER!
This stimulate is also the only one I can take into the country of Japan. TO say I have been stressed and my anxiety is out of control would be like sticking your finger on your sprinkler outside. It helps a little but sooner or later your will be soaking wet and there is nothing you can do about it.
Where am I going with this you might be asking. Good question I have no idea since I haven't been able to take my medication for 5 days now. My thoughts are racing which makes it impossible to be able to focus on anything IE writing reviews. I can totally hyperfocus on reading books but writing review with my learning disabilities sets off my anxiety crazy high.